Not currently in practice. Jerrin Mathew is a licensed Registered Nurse (RN, BSN) enrolled in a graduate psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner program. He is not a licensed Advanced Practice Registered Nurse, is not accepting patients, and does not provide psychiatric evaluation, treatment, diagnosis, or prescribing services. This site is educational only.
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OCD in high-stakes professions

In some professions, the compulsions look exactly like being good at the job.

For high-performing professionals in Chicago and Chicagoland: This article reflects clinical evidence and direct experience. If you're in the Chicago area or Illinois, contact me to discuss your concerns.

In most settings, compulsive checking stands out. In medicine, law, aviation, and finance it can be hard to distinguish from professional diligence. Double-checking a dose is good practice. Checking it eleven times, then lying awake checking it in your head, is something else.

Where the line sits

Conscientiousness is proportionate and flexible. You check, you are satisfied, you move on. OCD is disproportionate and unsatisfiable. Each check brings brief relief and then the doubt returns, and the threshold for certainty keeps rising.

The telling features are time consumed, distress caused, and the inability to stop despite recognising that it is excessive.

How it often looks

The person is often regarded as the most careful one on the team, while privately losing hours a day.

Why professionals hide it

Fear that disclosing intrusive harm thoughts will be misread as danger to patients or clients. Fear of what it means for licensing. And because the behaviour is professionally rewarded, it can go years without anyone else seeing a problem.

Why treatment matters here

Untreated, OCD in these roles tends to grow, consuming time and producing exhaustion and avoidance. Treated, people commonly retain the genuine strengths — thoroughness, care — while losing the hours of checking and the constant doubt.

Medical disclaimerThis article is educational and is not medical advice or a diagnosis. OCD should be assessed and treated by a qualified clinician. If you are in crisis or having thoughts of suicide, call or text 988 in the United States.
References
  1. National Institute of Mental Health. Obsessive-compulsive disorder. https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/obsessive-compulsive-disorder-ocd
  2. National Institute of Mental Health. Anxiety disorders. https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/anxiety-disorders
  3. National Institute of Mental Health. Caring for your mental health. https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/caring-for-your-mental-health

Published August 2026 · Reviewed for accuracy against the sources listed above.

About the author

Jerrin Mathew, RN, BSN

Registered nurse with a clinical background spanning emergency medical services, long-term acute care, cardiac telemetry, and neurocritical care at a Level I trauma center. Currently completing graduate education in psychiatric-mental health nursing, with an expected graduation in 2027.

Writing here focuses on the intersection of psychiatric illness and demanding professional life — what gets missed, what gets mislabeled, and what is worth taking to a clinician.

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Jerrin Mathew RN, BSN, PMHNP Student

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